{"id":4381,"date":"2021-03-05T20:11:15","date_gmt":"2021-03-05T19:11:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/skalickyobzor.sk\/cms\/?p=4381"},"modified":"2021-03-05T20:58:25","modified_gmt":"2021-03-05T19:58:25","slug":"tak-si-myslim-ze-nase-myslienky-nie-sme-my","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/skalickyobzor.sk\/cms\/tak-si-myslim-ze-nase-myslienky-nie-sme-my\/","title":{"rendered":"Tak si mysl\u00edm, \u017ee na\u0161e my\u0161lienky nie sme my"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>V\u00a0\u017eivote prech\u00e1dzame r\u00f4znymi obdobiami a\u00a0niektor\u00e9 s\u00fa tak\u00e9, \u017ee \u010dlovek m\u00e1 potrebu od v\u0161etk\u00e9ho od\u00eds\u0165. Niekde pre\u010d, do ticha, do samoty&#8230; Pred nieko\u013ek\u00fdmi rokmi som presne tak\u00e9 obdobie pre\u017e\u00edvala. Poc\u00edtila som nutnos\u0165 by\u0165 sama, v\u00a0tom spom\u00ednanom tichu, bez sign\u00e1lu, bez civiliz\u00e1cie \u2013 jednoducho od\u00eds\u0165 do in\u00e9ho sveta. To som e\u0161te netu\u0161ila, \u017ee moje t\u00fa\u017eby bud\u00fa vysly\u0161an\u00e9, a\u00a0to doslovne.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eN\u00e1hodou\u201c (preto\u017ee n\u00e1hody neexistuj\u00fa) som sa dozvedela o ban\u00e1novej plant\u00e1\u017ei na \u00fatese, v terasovit\u00fdch skal\u00e1ch nad \u0161\u00edrym oce\u00e1nom, na samote bez \u017eivej du\u0161e. Odcestovala som. U\u017e let d\u00e1val tu\u0161i\u0165, \u017ee to bude nezvy\u010dajn\u00e1 cesta \u2013 lietadlo bolo pr\u00e1zdne a\u00a0mala som pocit, \u017ee na t\u00fdch desa\u0165 dn\u00ed let\u00edm na koniec sveta. Trochu ma prepadali obavy, no napokon som cestu prespala.<\/p>\n<p>Zobudila som sa ako do sna. Na letisku, zaliateho slnkom \u010dakal majite\u013e plant\u00e1\u017ee, odviezol ma k\u00a0nej, otvoril br\u00e1nku a\u00a0ja som vst\u00fapila do in\u00e9ho sveta. Br\u00e1nka za mnou zapadla \u2013 m\u00f4j v\u00fdlet do in\u00e9ho sveta za\u010dal.<\/p>\n<p>Malou lanovkou som sa vyviezla na \u00fates a\u00a0ubytovala sa v\u00a0stane s\u00a0n\u00e1dhern\u00fdm v\u00fdh\u013eadom na z\u00e1pad slnka. Na plant\u00e1\u017ei som bola sama. Um\u00fdvala som sa v\u00a0jazierku, nap\u00e1janom vodop\u00e1dom, jedla ban\u00e1ny, mang\u00e1, raj\u010diny, &#8230; Takto nejako som si predstavovala raj.<\/p>\n<p>Pocit dokonalosti trochu naru\u0161il detail, \u017ee sa na letisku stratil kufor a\u00a0zostalo mi len to, \u010do som mala na sebe. Vyhnala som to z\u00a0hlavy a\u00a0vr\u00e1tila sa sp\u00e4\u0165 do raja. Za\u010dala som t\u00fa n\u00e1dheru okolo seba foti\u0165 a\u00a0foti\u0165, a\u017e k\u00fdm sa mi v\u00a0mobile nevybila bat\u00e9ria. Mobil som dala nabi\u0165, zaiskrilo sa, zadymilo a\u00a0bolo po \u0148om &#8230; Tak\u00e9to prieky sa predsa v\u00a0raji nedej\u00fa! Zostala som sama. Bez sign\u00e1lu i\u00a0civiliz\u00e1cie, vlastne &#8230; Presne ako som si \u017eelala, a\u017e mi z\u00a0toho nabehli zimomriavky. Zotmelo sa a\u00a0zaspala som.<\/p>\n<p>Zobudila som sa do n\u00e1dhern\u00e9ho tich\u00e9ho v\u00fdchodu slnka. Ticho v\u0161ak pretrhol vn\u00fatorn\u00fd hlas, ktor\u00fd sa p\u00fdtal \u2013 \u010do budem robi\u0165, \u010do tu m\u00f4\u017eem podnikn\u00fa\u0165 a hne\u010f mi d\u00e1val n\u00e1vrhy. Na moje prekvapenie sa ozval aj druh\u00fd hlas s protin\u00e1vrhmi. Z monol\u00f3gu sa stal dial\u00f3g. Kto s k\u00fdm tu vlastne rozpr\u00e1va? Nakoniec som to uzavrela, \u017ee moja du\u0161a s moj\u00edm egom. Len\u017ee po\u010das \u010fal\u0161\u00edch dn\u00ed sa do rozhovoru prid\u00e1vali nov\u00e9 hlasy, \u010di sk\u00f4r akoby sa hlas ega rozpadol na hlasy nieko\u013ek\u00fdch mal\u00fdch. Bolo to ako v \u017eidovskej \u0161kole \u2013 st\u00e1le sa ktosi s k\u00fdmsi dohov\u00e1ral, argumentoval, vysvet\u013eoval. Hlasy u\u017e mi v\u0161ak neboli nezn\u00e1me, pod\u013ea my\u0161lienkov\u00fdch l\u00ednii a sp\u00f4sobu vyjadrovania som spoznala ich p\u00f4vodcov. Po nieko\u013ek\u00fdch d\u0148och u\u017e v\u0161ak boli otravn\u00e9 a uvedomila som si, \u017ee sa dohaduj\u00fa sami medzi sebou, m\u0148a nevn\u00edmaj\u00fac. A tak som nepozorovane odi\u0161la, v tichu som ich opustila. Moje vlastn\u00e9 my\u0161lienky sa odo m\u0148a oddelili a ja som si bytostne uvedomila \u2013 moje my\u0161lienky nie som ja! Z\u00a0dan\u00e9ho stavu ma vytrhol a\u017e d\u00e1tum. Na\u0161iel sa kone\u010dne aj m\u00f4j kufor, \u010do bolo neklamn\u00e9 znamenie, \u017ee nastal \u010das odletu domov. V\u00fdlet do in\u00e9ho sveta sko\u010dil, av\u0161ak ja u\u017e som k\u00a0nemu poznala cestu \u2013 cestu k\u00a0sebe.<\/p>\n<p>A\u00a0vraj, \u017ee moje my\u0161lienky nie som ja? U\u017e si to dnes nemysl\u00edm, dnes u\u017e to viem.<\/p>\n<p>Z\u00a0in\u00e9ho sveta s\u00a0\u00factou<\/p>\n<p><em>\u017delm\u00edra Mach\u00e1\u010dkov\u00e1<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"mh-excerpt\"><p>V\u00a0\u017eivote prech\u00e1dzame r\u00f4znymi obdobiami a\u00a0niektor\u00e9 s\u00fa tak\u00e9, \u017ee \u010dlovek m\u00e1 potrebu od v\u0161etk\u00e9ho od\u00eds\u0165. Niekde pre\u010d, do ticha, do samoty&#8230; Pred nieko\u013ek\u00fdmi rokmi som presne tak\u00e9 obdobie pre\u017e\u00edvala. 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